well what else can i say?
i guess there's nothing i say that could make you change your mind.
so decision it's up to you in the end.
so what if i'm disappointed.who gives a damn?
no matter how,you wouldn't understand how we feel.

what's wrong with it you wanna say?
think about it yourself.
put yourself in our perception.what do you think?
it's okay?then up to you.DAMN.

ignore that,i just wanna rant.
went to school today.
reached the bus stop early today,but i was late for school.
ironic?but o c'mon.that stupid bus lah =x ROARS.
always so full.super irritating can.

9 to 6 again for today.and guess what?
tmr to school for one hour then off i go.
lucky we still gotta do project if not i rush until like crazy
just to go to school for that one hour.*SLAPS.




you ni zhen hao.
i'm gonna stick with you.no one's gonna love me better than you do.

damn.so many things not done yet.
slap myself for slacking.
should have start earlier,so many things to do now.argh!
RRROOOAAARRRSSS.

academic writing,reflection,and question to be attempt.
not even a single done yet.*slaps!
forget it,it's too late.have to shut up and chiong.
read halfway and i fell asleep yesterday.
and i'm feeling sleepy now.
it's only week 3 and there's so many things to be done.
good game ah.

anyway,went to o school for KO night yesterday.
after that,went to cineleisure to join cliques for dinner.
home after that with ivan and yew seng.
bro's going back today.MISS!

and i guess i'm gonna miss you baby.

my first attempt.

thanks moon moon for the photoscape :)

anyway went for lesson today.

i feel so fortunate like a sweet girl in mommy's arm.

mommy fetched me and baby to school.

SWEET LAH. :D

first two hours of lesson really literally doing & sharing.

homework & homework & homework.

timetable for today's schedule is making me feel so stuffy.

two+one hours of lesson and then three hours break followed by

a straight three hours lesson.ewww~

super stuffy then i went crazy in AW class.woooo.

it's just that the good thing is we went to chill during the three hours break.

watched scary movie three and take the lead.

now you can imagine how much time we really had man.

was excited to see brother with his botak head.

okay lah,i admit lah.i miss him lah.

he looks really smart wearing his no.4!

but when he wear home clothes he out diao.

but he became kinda big-sized though.

but those army life he shared with us was really funny can.

celebrating mommy's birthday tmr.

follow by KO night.are we ready to scream people? :) WOOHOO.

go farid go baowen go ronnie go ore go allegra go ken!

go sen hong,CHEY.no lah!

i just wanna be tickled awake by you every morning. :D

loves baby <3

fun day.

UNO stacko.

awkward position.

this position stil alright.

kiddish us. :)

SMILE :D

seems fun right my course?

this is just the good side of it only.

bad side,i'll reveal soon.

anyway lesson today was fun.

predicted that i will doze off in class.

but surprisinly i didn't,and i kinda enjoy the class today.

i guess i'll love every MAYC tutorials.because

we'll get to play game each time. :) wee~

anyway philip koh was really nice and fun to be with.

some feeling that we've revealed since long time.

ahahahahhaha!and he's just so bhb.

SUPER FUN LECTURER.not like some other =x

i love twister :) let's play it every tutorial!

school's just started around 2 weeks,

and it seems like we got hell load of readings and projects waiting to get done.

ALOT.seriously,i didnt even wanna go find out how many there is.

but i guess sooner or later i have to.i got no choice.

FACE IT AND DO MAN.argh,slaps!

unbelivable,

but i'm glad we happened. :)

one degree fifteen's restroom.

aiseh lah.

with much loves <3

she calls me her babygirl.<3

i love acting cute.so what?

WOOOOS.

vons mes and wynnes

jaei,act comb hair.act mtv.BUT I LIKE. *winks

guess this is gonna be a long long update man.
it's been so long since i last update my blog.
this is the time man :D

went out with them after watching KO night that day.

went to watch movie.the hottie and nottie,

the show i should say quite interesting,

but perhaps i was too tired i nearly doze off. =x

before even watching movie,

still had plenty of time so went off to one degree fifteen to chill first.

wanted to do some bhb dedication but i didn't in the end lah.

but singer was awesome! :)

i miss big fat brother.

this is during my primary school days.LOOKOUT for me.


when i was still a small kid.cute you mei you? =x



when i graduated from kindergarten.

hope brother's enjoying inside. :)
prays hard!

full run at convention centre started today.from 12pm all the way till 6pm.
ULTIMATE LAH.
got our costumes today.
that hoodie was dope lah,although it's fitting.
bet shufang will love that hoodie of ours.

after that did a few run through then rush off for tuition.
luckily i wasn't late.
that father was almost black face when he came back and saw me lah.PHEW.

damn lah,
ordered this bag online which is really damn dope end up spree cancelled.
pissed off leh.neh neh!

and can you imagine?
school's gonna start today today!which is in a few hours time
i'm still not ready for school lah.OMG,i still haven't play much yet.
lesson from 2 to 6 tmr. -.-
l.o.v.e at six follow by full run at convention.UP AH.

DA JIA JIAYOU. <3
let's make this fantazia a memorable one. :D

rest well my sweetest thang.
recover fast!drink more water.lazy pig! *"call police"

i miss chan xuan feng.
can't wait for him to come back so i can laugh at mr.botak!
see his icebox and make your body move choreo also think of him loh.
everyone misses him.
hope he's not suffering inside but enjoying :)
he's journey from boy to man.wahahahah!
guess he'll get used to it soon.
but people,miss him also dont say out k.later he hao lian.

full run these few days.
felt that i still lack something.
i gotta practice,cannot be lazy anymore.
super slacker lei ARGH.

monday school reopen OH MAN. -.-" sian half.
i still haven't played enough yet lah.
full dress rehearsal on the 15th and 16th.
so many things still undone yet.

allegra misses my brother too much keep calling me xuanfeng.haha!

babyboy,i'll take care of you,
i'll share your happiness with you,i'll wipe your tears away for you.
i'll always be there.through thick and thin.

tiring.

woose.
dance started quite late today.
but it was all the way for me today.
but at least it isn't from morning till night.
super shagged,but i love it. :) wahahhaha!

gotta buck up even more jamiechan.
more effort from you please.more!
still not enough.
gotta keep reminding myself.but i'm always so lazy.argh!

ann wasn't really happy with our item today.
but no matter what,we still gotta make the item looks good.
keep practicing and practicing.
still not there yet. :( all the way! CHIONG.
left how many days to fantazia only.
have some sense of urgency lah! *talks to myself.

full run starts tomorrow.all the best man.
gotta do it well,go it good.
i dont want to feel the way i feel during last few performance.
eww,that really sucks.
it makes me think twice before doing things.
do i still wanna feel the same way?
NO WAY MAN. :(

i need prac prac and even more prac.
i need more time as well,
i need more rest as well,
school's starting soon.and i haven't really enjoyed myself yet.
argh,faster enjoy myself before projects drowns me again.

i wanna get a new phone,
a new camera.but before that,WORK.
if i dont work = no money.so i'd better not be lazy!ROARS.

although this might be honeymoon period,
but i will cherish what i have. :)
and prays hard and hope that this sweetness will never be gone.

dedicated to mr chan xuan feng.

my unglam pose and stupid brother trying to disturb.


this very song brother of mine. :)


me ann and beloved bro.



spanky and mr chan sen hong.



my dope dope de brother.


sweet sweet de them.

haha,anyway this post for brother.
because he's going army soon!
aiya but for two weeks,but never mind.two weeks only can come out already lah.
he act like big issue like that.haha,but perhaps i've never had a taste of it
so i dunno how's the feeling like lah.
anyway people please entertain my brother these few days k.
hahaha,or whatever lame jokes he says,just laugh =x
if not he's gonna rot inside camp for 2 weeks.
and guess what?
no ones gonna disturb me for that two weeks.
ah,i miss being disturbed by him but i hate being disturbed by him as well.
-.- contradicting shit.
no one's gonna drive to fetch me to school anymore.whahaha!

i'm bored at home.
tired,sleepy,shagged.can i please sleep a hundred years?
99.9 years also can.satisfied already,i not greedy =x

guess i've been quite lazy these few days.
perhaps i've not been putting in enough effort at all.
perhaps i did,but still noe enough yet.
i stil need to put in hell load more.
rest,we need more,more and more rest. :)
gotta work hard towards my aim!
full run on monday,time flies damn fast.
like super sonic or the flash =x old school lah,jamie chan.

SWEET.
perhaps this is just the beginning.
but i yearn for all this to be everlasting. 040308

eewwwwww.

i seriously still cannot believe it.both wynne and yvonne is totally totally insane.
WTH.
i doubt i'll ever do that.
omg,okay here it goes.
but if you just finish your food,please do not read this.
and anyway,yvonne.
you're gonna be famous!RRROOOOAAAARRRR.TOTAL MADNESS.

went for self prac for wangqin's item.
halfway through some people say want to go toilet to shyt.
then never mind when she comes back from ladies,
she was holding her piercing as smiles as she comes in.
she came to my ears and whisper,
"wo de stud de na ge dong xi diao liao."

me:"woahlao,why will drop?"
von:"i just now hand itchy want to pei yang feeling with my stud.so i go and twitch the stud."
me:"and then?"
von:"and then drop inside the toilet bowl loh."
me:"ahah.stupid -.-"
von:"then i go and use plastic bag and dig see whether can find nots"
me:"KAO!YOU DIG!WITH YOUR SHYT ALL IN IT."
von:"ya loh i see the cupboard inside there got what.i was still thinking if i should fear factor use
my hand go and dig nots."
me:"nabei still fear factor and then?"
von:"and then in the end i hesitate for quite long then i see cupboard inside got plastic bag,
then i use it to cover my hands and dig see have nots."
me:"nabei you disgusting leh."
others:"then where's the plastic bag?"
von:"huh,i dulan i take out put at the side loh."
me:"wtf with your shit on it!!"
von:"ya loh. *gives innocent face

and guess what,after she said that all our face jitao stunned.
she jitao just leave the plastic bag there.
OH MY OH MY.i still can't get over it.

worst thing,
(12:25 AM) JAMIE.:yvonne you're gonna be famous soon lah
(12:25 AM) JAMIE.:hahahah i going to blog already
(12:25 AM) JAMIE.:i still can't believe you really did that man
(12:25 AM) JAMIE.:argh,i can't get over it
(12:25 AM) JAMIE.:ROARS
(12:25 AM) JAMIE.:you erxin1!
(12:25 AM) YVONNE.:LOLLLLLL
(12:25 AM) YVONNE.:i told wynne
(12:26 AM) YVONNE.:wynne sae " jus put hand in and take la.. later wash lor"
(12:26 AM) YVONNE.:u ppl are GAY!
(12:26 AM) YVONNE.:haha
(12:26 AM) YVONNE.:see wynne.. so brave
(12:27 AM) JAMIE.:WTF

hahahahhahahahah.WTH,it's really an interesting day.
tmr xinxian's prac in the morning eleven am.
hopeufully i'll reach in time man.
SUPER TIRED. :) :)



my babylove,my babyboy *hearts

home sweet home.

i think i really should go and get a new handphone man.

the old phone is kinda lousy.

as in okay it's because i'm lousy i didn't know how to take care of my phone!

ARGH.

still thinking of which phone i should get.

hmm,not another touchscreen one hopefully.

and costumes!i needa get a new white shoe for dance.

guess i'll be needing it for long :)

gonna spend loads of money,but it's gonna be worth it.

3 more days to first full run,

17th and 18th another 14 more days to fantazia.

are we ready? =x

anyway went to ben's place yesterday.

to stayover for the surprise for brother.

he didn't know until we reached there and started announcing.

he was kinda shocked lah.

but like that loh.hahahahahahhhahahah!

all of us didn't slept well though.

some squeezing like shit,some sauna at the attic.haha!

others still wanna play poker before sleeping.

and one more even more ultimate,

alarm clock ring like shit still never hear.

make peggy scold vulgar language only.

head to studio afterwards.

all of us was real shagged.especially my poor jj.

went out to eat in between.

weiwuduzun at 930pm,wooooohh ultimate lah.

wilbert is seriously crazy and when he makes you laugh.

you'll seriously get your six pac soon.

STUPID WILBERT.

boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend.

no cj,still got cjj :D ahhhhh sweet.

3 3 3 3 3 3

wee.

oose.wilbert is a crazy shit.
he makes people laugh their ass off!
he is really one gubai friend of everyone.